A GUY WHO I ONCED ADMIRE..
Sunday, 24 June 201203:37
Assalamualaikum and hello there..~
Today, there's a pal asked me how can she be in love with two person at the same time. She does loves him, but then she also in love with someone else.
It's not because we like a guy means we love him in one moment.
It's because you admiring him because of something. (^_^)
Why I'm saying like that? It's because I already faced the same things.
Honestly, when I'm Form Three I'm admiring my senior. And that time I also got crushed with Warate. (my previous crush)
It's because he's so coooollll!! And also what-so-called as agood kid. He's doing well in his studies, kind, a responsible perfect, so nice to the elder, devotees to HIM, funny and also have a charming smiles.
I still remember, Queya and me liked him so much! When it's a road raley in 2009, he joined it and we don't cheered him. Because we're so shy. (-^_^-)
I called him Taiko since he always walked together with his gang in black jacket. We called them "Gang Black Jacket".. When they were passed by we surely burst into laughter. There's something funny we're talking about him. *it's a secret*
Sometimes my friends said:
Mas: You love him or Taiko actually?
Mila: One day, you might falling for him.
Pipo: Maybe he'II be your husband on future.
Gwahahahahaha!!~ It's so funny when think about it! Are you also face it too?
There's also a moment that I never forget.
When I almost hitted him as we're rushing in a competition. It's my a Form 3 & Form 4 activities actually. And I immediately run away!! XD Coz I have to win the competition! (>,^)
I remember how slowly he was when going upstairs.
When I'm in Form 4 and he's Form 5, we're always bumped each other. And he will be the first to give a glance and his charming smiles and I will be the first to give salam to him. (sometimes I just gave a nod)
He's red and I think I'm gone pink. I'm not expecting too much coz he's good with any girls.
And he also has a charisma. Unexplained ones.
When I'm in Form 2, I gave him a fierce glanced when he stared to me as Ustaz Hamdi said I'm a will be a good wife for him.
I gave him a cold answer when he's asked me.
Since 2009-2011, the word I've ever said to him only:
"Hamizah mana satu?"
As he said, "Hamizah, ada kau nampak si Iqbal kah?"
Because I'm with Queya that time. And her name also Hamizah. (^_^)
He got a good results in his SPM and continue his studies to matriculation. In 2011, I still admiring him. Until one night, when I missed him, I dreamt that he's slept on sofa with a biology book. He looked so tired and when he saw me. He smiled to me. A tired smiles.
I also thought I will waiting for him. Until I found my Encik Kucing.
Now I'm happy with my choice. With Encik Kucing. (^,^)
Well, it's tooks a long time to realize and differentiate which 'admire' and 'love'.
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