I AM OVER YOU
Tuesday, 10 September 201303:41
Haishhhh!!!~ I'm suddenly, I'm remember 'him' when I saw this quotes:
He was my first boyfriend ever. Honestly, it's my first time someone called me 'sweet nickname' ever. It's my first time were a guy confessed his love to me. But, it doesn't last longer.
I ended our relationship on 28 February 2013. I'm tired. I'm tired to be patience. Tired to be understanding. I can't stand for another heartache anymore. Game over!
I put all blame on him. He doesn't care of me anymore, that was what I'd so to myself. He rarely replied my message. He's like don't has any mood with me. Seems he ignored me. I always remembered our sweet memories when I mad at him. I don't want our relationship ended like that.
BUT I DID.
Okay... It's really tough and I;m get depressed about it. I start to hate school. I like to be alone. I barely to delete his messages and photos. All his messages that I wrote in a book, is a rubbish now.
It tooks a long period, talk to myself. It's not just his fault. It's also mine too.
I want to forget him. Truth? I still have feelings to him. But, I let Allah decide. HE knows what the best for me more than anyone.
I'm grateful. If I don't know how is broken heart felt, I never appreciated everything around me. Especially, family and friendship.
I think my heart is okay now. Because finally I found the cure. (^_^)
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