WHEN SOMEBODY GONE…
Thursday, 30 August 201202:48
Assalamualaikum and hello there…~
Do you once lose someone that you realize you love him/her after they’re already gone?
If not. I will tell you how it is feeling.
Because finally I felt what is “appreciating the presence of someone before they left.” It was when my cousin passed away on 3rd July of 2012.
Well, to me he is like a brother since when Boboy and I still a kid , he took care of us. Played, made a stupid joke and even cooked for us. We all have the sweet moments together and never realized the times flew so fast.
When I’m already a teenager, I’m not so close to him anymore. Well, maybe because I’m a girl and I don’t like lingering around the guy. But still, he loves to cook for me, praised my dishes and made me laugh. (^_^) I’m gonna laughing out loud whenever he and Boboy made a stupid joke.
Then, when he was gone. Even I pretended that I were strong. I wouldn’t cry. I were crying too. I don’t even cry like that when Ina, Mak Long, Bapa Boboy and Hezril passed away. I just realized what a feeling when we lose someone that I really love. I do.. And I were regretful because I don’t spent more time with him for the last time I met him. Because I thought I will meet him again, like before.
This year was the first time we celebrate Aidilfitri without him. The first time we watched a fireworks without him. How chatty he was when gathered with our relatives. Especially my brother cousins. (TT~TT)
It was painful when lose someone I love. It cause a great heartache that I will never be able to explain.
However, everything happens for a reason. From that moment, I realized that before we lose someone that we love, we must appreciate every second and every chance to be with them. Live as long we are breathing. We don’t know if it is the last time with them. Only HE knows.
If before, when I felt that Ugou was annoying because always stick with me all the time. I changed my mind. I don’t want I lose the chance to appreciate the love and compassion that she gave me. Even I treating her worst and even threw a tantrums to her, she never stop to be close to me until I bored to tell her to stay away from me.
To me, someone that I love is special. To me, Ugou is special. (^^,) If you love someone, don’t let the precious moment leave you because it will be cannot come back. Spend time with them as a signal that you love them. At least, say thank you for the love that they gave you.
Because you don’t have a chance anymore when they’re gone forever. Spread the message of love…~ (^~^)
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