WHEN SOMEBODY GONE…
Thursday 30 August 201202:48
Assalamualaikum
and hello there…~
Do you once
lose someone that
you realize you
love him/her after
they’re already gone?
If not. I
will tell you
how it is
feeling.
Because
finally I felt
what is “appreciating the
presence of someone
before they left.”
It was when
my cousin passed
away on 3rd July
of 2012.
*al-Fatihah*
Well, to me
he is like
a brother
since when Boboy
and I still
a kid , he
took care of
us. Played, made
a stupid joke and
even cooked for
us. We all
have the sweet
moments together and
never realized the
times flew so
fast.
When I’m already
a teenager, I’m
not so close
to him anymore.
Well, maybe because
I’m a girl
and I don’t
like lingering around
the guy. But
still, he loves
to cook for
me, praised my
dishes and made
me laugh. (^_^)
I’m gonna laughing
out loud whenever
he and Boboy
made a stupid
joke.
Then, when he
was gone. Even
I pretended that
I were strong.
I wouldn’t cry.
I were crying
too. I don’t
even cry like
that when Ina,
Mak Long, Bapa
Boboy and Hezril
passed away. I
just realized what
a feeling when
we lose someone
that I really
love. I do..
And I were
regretful because I
don’t spent more
time with him
for the last
time I met
him. Because I
thought I will
meet him again,
like before.
This year was
the first time
we celebrate Aidilfitri without him.
The first time
we watched a
fireworks without him.
How chatty he
was when gathered
with our relatives. Especially my
brother cousins. (TT~TT)
It was painful
when lose someone
I love. It
cause a great
heartache that I
will never be
able to explain.
However,
everything happens for
a reason. From
that moment, I
realized that before
we lose someone
that we love,
we must appreciate every
second and every
chance to be
with them. Live
as long we
are breathing. We
don’t know if
it is the
last time with
them. Only HE
knows.
If before, when
I felt that
Ugou was annoying
because always stick
with me all
the time. I
changed my mind.
I don’t want
I lose the
chance to appreciate the
love and compassion that
she gave me.
Even I treating
her worst and
even threw a
tantrums to her,
she never stop
to be close
to me until
I bored to
tell her to
stay away from
me.
To me, someone
that I love
is special. To
me, Ugou is
special. (^^,) If
you love someone,
don’t let the
precious moment leave
you because it
will be cannot
come back. Spend
time with them
as a signal
that you love
them. At least,
say thank you
for the love
that they gave
you.
Because you don’t
have a chance
anymore when they’re
gone forever. Spread
the message of
love…~ (^~^)
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